Here's some poems i wrote in my spare time (except the first one aint mine so yea.....thats probally the best one lol)....they kinda suck, but its all good...

Confused

My knees start to shake                                              When you're in sight                                                       My mind is filled with wonder                                       My heart with fright

When will this feeling stop                                          When did it even start                                                    How can I listen to my mind                                    Without breaking my heart

I am so confused                                                         What should I do                                                                 I can't think of anything                                             except you

Should I ingnore you                                                       Or just give it time                                                              I can't think sraight                                                          My heart controls my mind

Depressed

Something's lingering over my head,                              Its grey, its dark, it's heavy with dred.                               A rain cloud following me wherever I walk,                   Its rain soaks my soal, to the point where i can't even talk.

I know what it is,                                                                 It doesn't take a math wiz.                                                To realize depression is all around,                    Weighing down my heart:pound by pound

I thought I was going to heel,                                             I was beggining to learn to deal.                                 When my life was touched by death,                                   I fell apart: was no longer myself.

Healing

It's a new time,                                                                   A different line.                                                              Born with meaning,                                                          To be no more grieving.

Life's going to heal,                                                         I'm going to learn to deal.                                                My heart is glued back together,                                   Pain lingers long, though not forever.

I'm going to sleep,                                                       Happy dreams I'll begin to keep.                                 They'll lay me down on a silver moon crest,                 All my nightmares put to a rest.

No more tears,                                                                 No more fears.                                                                  My cheeks are dry,                                                                I no longer prey to die.

Him

My passion for him burns badly,                                 White hot with lust and longing, sadly.                        The fire shows through my eyes,                                 Burns my mind with silly lies.

What I would give to make him mine,                     Cutting my wrist or brake my spine.                               I'd give my life, my day, my night,                                Hold on strong, or give up the fight.

My eyes are swolen from all the tears,                                I always feel like i drank some bears.                            But the hangovers last forever,                                       Day or night, they don't end, never.

Untitled

I want to run from all the pain,                                     Prove to them i'm not insane.                                       Hide my face and all of my shame,                                Run away from life's crual game.

I want to cry without regret,                                             Gather courage to admit I'm upset.                             Have them walk a mile in my shoes,                              Then they will see all that I have to lose.

 Do you...
[x] have a bf.
[] have a gf.
[x] have a crush.
[x] feel loved.
[x] feel lonely.
[x] feel happy.
[x] hate yourself.
[] think your attractive.
[] have a dog.
[x] have your own room.
[] listen to rap.
[x] listen to rock.
[] listen to soul.
[] listen to techno.
[] listen to reggae.
[x] paint your nails.
[x] have more than 1 best friend.
[x] get good grades.
[x] play an instrument.
[x] have slippers.
[x] wear boxers.
[] wear thongs.
[x] wear black eyeliner.
[x] like the color blue.
[] like the color yellow.
[] cyber.???
[] claim.???
[xx] like to read.
[xx] like to write.
[x] have long hair.
[] have short hair.
[x] have a cell phone.
[] have a laptop.
[] have a pager.

 Are you...
[] ugly.
[] pretty.
[x] ok.
[x] bored.
[] happy.
[] bilingual.
[x] white.
[] black.
[] mexican.
[] asian.
[x] short.
[] tall.
[] grounded.
[] sick.
[x] a virgin.
[x] lazy.
[] single.
[x] taken.
[] looking.
[x] not looking.
[] talking to someone.
[] IMing someone.
[] scared to die.
[x] tired.
[x] sleepy.
[x] annoyed.
[x] hungry.
[x] thirsty.
[] on the phone.
[] in your room.
[] drinking something.
[] eating something.
[x] in your pjs.
[x] ticklish.
[] listening to music.
[] homophobic.
[] racist.

I'm so cool

Falling has never felt so good
slighty crimson in its muse
i smile as it all slips away
i was so foolish to wait
there goes all my pain
there goes all my lies
the water turns red
my head starts to spin
never knew it was this good
make the pain go away
stop the tears from runnin down my face
now its all good
smilin as i die
as i leave it all behind
two bottles of pills
got my time to kill
cut it deep this time
cant fight the urge
cant fight the lies
i am not happy anymore
here it goes
out the door
good bye me
good bye world